海教的。

让人感动，有所启发的，往往是些琐碎小事。就像今天的扬帆比赛，规模是小，奖杯卑微，但也是我初次得奖。那初体验的喜悦已被“成人的冷眼”给吓得藏在心底的最深处。参赛者大都是初学者，赢了也是如此，如果沾沾自喜的话也未免太井底蛙了吧？奖杯拿了也就随手丢进包包里。

回到家，老爸问到比赛如何。

“小比赛，人不多所以赢了小奖。”

话后，我打开包包，惊叫一声。

“啊！奖杯果真质地差，断了。。。”

老爸瞄了一眼那断掉的奖杯，哈哈大笑。。。正当我想把它给扔掉时老爸却拿出强力胶开始向奖杯进行手术。 看着他在那认真地忙了整15分钟心里不知干嘛怪怪的。 奖杯算是接回去了，虽然还是会摇摇欲坠，诺摆在柜子里就没事。

修好了，笑够了，满意了，老爸便跑去跟老妈叙说我的大粗心小成就。我就只有一句 ‘没有啦’回应。身体是累的，心底却是温的。

也许我对自己必须有多一点自信吧。凡事不就是该从简单的，小型的作起吗？这也能映伸到生活的其它方面。不怕慢只怕站，笨鸟先飞。。。 每天分那就多练多做咯。。。

Sailing a flu away. >:)

Good wind, good sun, good company, good sailing...

STUPID UNCLE!!! BARGE IN BANG MY BOAT!!! BULLY!!!! URGH!!!!

MMR later... body sore , finger blistered... but hehe let's have some fun. :]

Creativity gone wrong??

The new soyjoy advertisement in Singapore is pretty offputting...

No way am I going to buy and eat a bar that comes out of the virgina of a strawberry, fathered by a bean. Ewww!

Flu Flu Again...

After 2 months of travelling and playing and being out in the sun, the body finally breaks down and demands its dues... So, this has been a week of relative rest for most parts of the body only the nose runs and the heart accelerates at the slightest of physical activity. Good thing's that mine's relatively mild. Flu season is around it seems, the msn personal messages say it all...

Doused myself with all the fruit juices and vitamin efferversence tablets I could find. Had cravings for fruits and juices, that was probably the way my body was telling me that I had an overdose of vitamin D and H2O deficiency... Slept some days away... Feeling drunk without drinking... Haha... It is a good thing that I am not working full time now, so could afford to rest as and when. Heheheee... but well, next week's out at sea week again. Helping out at the interschools; this is yet another set of story to be told. Haiz. But before this, sailing this weekend! Woooo!!! Flu be gone flu be gone flu be gone flu be gone!!!!! -_-

Return of the inverted panda.

The inverted panda returns, much to the dismay of not so panda-ish looking mama and papa. Mama insisted that the skin's destroyed. (Even though the skin's been in drier and more pimply conditions in the past when the inverted panda was working more and sleeping less.) Papa thought the inverted panda was a sherpa...

But inverted panda has never been happier out in the sun. There was a chance now for a win win situation of sorts. Heheheee, but haiz. . . panda's second white cap got swallowed by white caps, thanks to a fast boat ride... again... urgh!!!

Got to send out some enquiries, got to go meet some people, see how. . . :) Pickie and choosie time?

That blue listerine thingy drink...

Yes Ray, that is a horrible drink... but a great night... and yes, my friends agree that you are the more happening cheng around. Hehehe.

Thanks for the suggestion.

And peeps, thanks for coming and the good wishes.

Now I am officially 16, 2x8 mah. -.-

I am Androgyne!

RAY CHENG! SEE THE RESULTS FOR YOURSELF! Take the test and post it if you dare. MUAHAHAHAHAA.

Split right in the middle as usual...

Stumbled on this test online and that reaffirms that I am just me. Hehe.

http://members.tripod.com/~womens_voices/BF100/BF100.html

Me is this below, I thinks:

You are the best of both worlds, and have absolutely no feeling of being either femme or butch. You see yourself as "you" and that's all that matters. You dislike labels, surprised yourself by even taking this test, and are now laughing as you identify with this definition! in search of a definition, one opens a larger can of worms along the way.

You switch roles fluidly without thinking from nurturing/subordinate to providing/leading as the situation demands. You are often a jack or jill of all trades and master of a few, but not all. Guilty as charged...

In clothing you go for the practical, not always bothering with the concept of neatness if that interferes with comfort or the time it takes to get dressed. Wrinkles don't drive you crazy, though you do prefer to keep reasonably up to date in your style, without going to any extreme in it. Need a little push time and again.

You are shy in many ways, being intimidated by overt aggression as well as complete silence in a conversation. You tend to babble to fill silent space and clam up when confronted. Told you people that i am shy. hahaha...

Odds are good astrologically that you are a Libra, Pisces, Gemini, or Aquarius. True! But it's a 33.3333% chance getting it right. Bleah...

You're willing to try anything once as long as it does not pose a risk to you. You're also good at doing just about any job, as long as you find a way to get trained for it.

Physically, you're average in fitness, not being overly concerned about being either "curvy" or "chisled". If you are female and have some endowments, you wear a bra in public but not at home. Lol...

For partners you are comfortable with all types, for you are a peacemaker and changeling at heart, changing yourself to fit the situation and avoid hostility. You aren't a doormat, though, and do express your opinions. Eh... no leh, there are some people whom I cannot stand. But main issue is, who can stand me? >:P

My Camera is back!! ^_^

Baby Alien was hungry.

Baby alien stole sushi.

Alien got caught. "Help!!"

Daddy Alien came to the rescue.

"Daddy!!!"

Baby Alien learnt lesson...

Aliens lived happily ever after...

Bittersweet Return

Pissed. Felt exploited. Some people never change, some system never change.

Forever biting off more than what one can chew, hoping for the best. Testing the limit. It is coveted greed. Not necessarily for wealth but for recorded 'achievements'. No one is going to remember or appreciate if things go right but everyone's going to point the finger if things go wrong. Why did I promise to help out in the first place, only to be expected to give more for naught. No one will give a real damn in the end anyway.

I see, I feel, fucked. It could have been better if... But bottomline is, it is no longer my business anymore. Ha. But why am I feeling that sense of lost and waste?

Just glad and sad that I am out of the system. Now I am in liberty to pick and choose. But again, that also meant I am out of the picture for some stuff. Win some lose some, go figure.

This is life.

The pursuit for serenity and enlightenment,

To have mirth in the most mundane of work,

And see credit in the smallest of things.

To snooze and sunbathe in the mid of day,

And to yip, fool around and just play.

Of course life isn't all play with no seriousness,

It could be a big and pretty daunting business.

But take a break and ponder on life's mystery,

You will appreciate and laugh at life's irony...

:P